Feelings

In my dreams
It was me in your arms
My lips on yours
There was only us
And the clouds
And the stars
It was the world and us
It was us against the world
But in your arms I could take it
Anything the world dished out
And with your kisses I was strong again
In my dreams it was me in your arms
My lips on yours
But in reality
You’re gone...

I can’t breathe
I want to but no air comes out
I want to speak but no words come out
Why do I feel... hurt?

I feel betray
I feel like love had forgotten me
Like God only help those who have love

My heart hurts
My heart feels like a thousand needles went through my chest
and now it’s bleeding slowly for me to die

Why
Why when I try to move my hands to touch the ground I can't
Touch the ground
Just to know it’s still there
Just to know I am still alive

Broken
I feel like a broken doll
Shatter into pieces
Pieces all over the floor
With no one there to put me back together
...no one...
Will fix me
No one will love me
No one will help me breath
not feel things that is real
not to even to tell me that I’m alive