Gandurile mele

Hehe,gandurile mele optimiste inainte de capacitate,tremuram de frica dar repetam aceste ganduri,idei scrise de mine cu cateva zile inainte...pregatirea pentru sabia vietii,poate ca acum imi suna atat de tampit,dupa ce am terminat cu capacitatea si am intrat la matematica-informatica,la cel mai bun liceu din oras.Ma simt bine,ma simt ca si cand am reusit sa demonstrez ca sunt capabila de "acel" lucru care parea "almost" imposibil acu cateva luni...si iata...unele vise chiar se indeplinesc...spun doar un simplu : "Multumesc".


We 90% of our time use it on learning without knowing,and maybe 10% trying to learn without any success.I learned from the smallest things that never influenced me before.I can't say i hate the world, every day has something new,bad or good.But it's new, the line is not the same,it's decaying or growing and it's a difference,something that keeps me wanting more,or just wanting to breathe.I sit and watch,watch and sit,and tough i know i am a sophomore in everything, i am smiling at the bottom of the corner.It's now clear for me, that i am little and still big in my inner self.It's a big important year for me,that will maybe change my life in good or bad,that is what makes me tremble,the feeling that my future could be good or bad, because we don't know which is the good part or bad part.But one is surely for me.And i will embrace it with my last power,the power of being like this.Maybe tomorrow will be awful...who knows?